Mixed feelings

Really, we're afraid I'm slowly loosing my hearing, listening to music most of the hours I'm awake and as loud as I do. Sometimes I go to turn the volume up and realize its already up as high as it can go. So I've been trying to limit myself- not listen to music at all if I can help it, and when I listen to it try and listen off a stero or the computer rather than my CD player, and keep the volume down on my CD player to a level where I can just hear it. But its like I'm addicted to it, its almost scary...

Adam's mom called, they're in Nebraska now and should arrive here by tomorrow. I'm finally starting to get excited about meeting him... I haven't really been excited about something in a while.

I've made some more icons, but I like to have a set of my 100 icons done with any icon post, and I'm hardly half way done with my set and some of the icons aren't very good. I'm too restless to make them and my musical inspiration is lacking.

My grandpa on my dad's side is in the hospital, he broke his hip. Luckily my Uncle Jimmy was staying with him. Dad thinks that Jimmy is kinda mooching off my grandpa, but he'll need someone living there with him anyway... everything happens with a purpose.

I've been waiting for acceptance at two elite icon communities. My good_potoicons application has been sitting there for a while and is still awaiting a response, and my application at 100of__ I can only see when I'm logged in, and I suppose that means it was deleted, and I have no invite so I must've been rejected... but I have no message telling me if I was or not and why O_o It says something on the application page about being mailed your reponse... How do they know my e-mail if they never asked for it? And there was nothing in my e-mail. So... I'm confused. But I guess I'll just wait until I'm calmer to deal with it to avoid looking like an idiot o_o

Le sigh.