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SUP PEOPLE OF LJ

The latest thing on my brain is ETSY (it's a good thing I don't have any money because I've been looking at Etsy a lot lately). Specifically, speaking in the short term, it'd be nice to pay back my parents a little for my SA tickets, but on the long term, I'm trying to be more productive with my free time. And I've got these thingers I mentioned in my last post:



(I have Anna, too, now, and I'm in the process of making Wendla -- my first priority is to finish off these SA girls -- if you're not in the loop, I previously sewed all of the SA kids into dolls about half the size of these. My love of SA aside, I have fabric now that looks like all of the girls' dresses that I need an excuse to use, so there's a practical reason to make them again :P)

That people online and off had said they'd pay me to make.

Yes. I am thinking about opening an Etsy store. I've been reading FAQs and discussions and so on on their site a little obsessively the past couple days. Does anyone on my flist have an Etsy store or know someone who does (or buys a lot from Etsy)? I need... advice, and warnings, and pointing outs of anything that someone like me would be likely to not even consider.

I know my strength would be offering custom dolls and that's what everyone wants to hit me up for -- that's even a little scarier, because that would also involve not only having to hunt down fabrics but figuring out just how to do custom orders and shop policies and LOTS OF SCARY THINGS for someone like me who's never even had a real job (which would also be why it would be GOOD FOR ME because, you know, go after things that scare you etc).

I'm also wondering what to charge for them. My mom would be like SELL THEM FOR $2 PEOPLE AREN'T GOING TO WANT TO PAY FOR SOMETHING YOU HAPHAZARDLY SEWED (I was thinking more like $6-8...), but people on Etsy are making lots of good points about pricing, such as a) you shouldn't undervalue the time and effort you put into it, even if it's just a hobby on the side, b) people come to Etsy looking for unique, homemade things, and if they wanted cheap they'd go to Walmart -- underpriced items don't really come off as LOOK A DEAL and more like, if that thing is so cheap it must not be very good. Though if I tend toward more obscure fandom-y things, the casual Etsy shopper probably won't be my primary audience. The closest I've found to what I'm doing so far is this person (whose dolls are basically exactly twice the size of mine). Looking through what they've sold it's mostly all really geeky dolls, so that gives me hope. They make me wonder if I should up the size of mine again, though. I've been thinking about it, since mine aren't particularly cuddly-sized.

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GUUUUUUYS WE JUST BOUGHT ON STAGE SEATS FOR SA.

I'm so excited you don't even know. LET ME SHOW YOU WHERE I'M SITTING.

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Rachelle and I are going to take BB 14 and 12, and my sister, mom, and cousin will take BB 2, 4, and 6.

My dad... I don't even know what he'll do when he finds out. He doesn't know we have tickets for Saturday, either. This is like over $400 worth of Spring Awakening tickets right now and he's freaking out that Bertha is even going to Homecoming and just goes on and on about how he doesn't know about his job and we're not cutting back enough and such-and-such person he knows didn't give their kids any birthday or Christmas gifts for the past 5 years and he already groans about me and how I'm lazy and I don't help out enough around the house and how are we going to pay these school loans anyway YOU GET THE PICTURE.

I'm trying not to think about it. Lately I feel like I've been sleeping constantly and had I don't even know what that was with the back problems and the near panic attack last week and I haven't been keeping up with RP or really... anything productive. I think I have a bit of an anxiety problem. I only go to school three days a week but when I go to school I'm constantly on edge and then I come home and constantly fret about whether I really am lazy and useless and about these tickets and money and -- it's not my money, obviously I don't have a job or anything, but that makes it 10 times worse because... it's not my money. So who am I to ask for any when I don't contribute anything substantial to the household, monetary or effort-wise?

And though it feels like my paranoia about spending money is being practical I don't think it is. I think it is just another thing on top of how I'm still mildly stressed out just by being in college, even after almost a month now, just because it's a new place where I hardly know anyone. A lot of my life, or so it feels, has been spent feeling awful about things but just forcing myself to do them anyway because I felt awful about feeling awful (and then there was the swim unit in PE, which is an example of when I sucked it up and instead of FEELING STRONGER FOR OVERCOMING MY FEARS! as every TV show aimed at kids will tell you and was what I was going for, I got instead taught that if I push my anxious feelings too far I will have some sort of breakdown).

But I wanted this. I want this. I'm like tearing up talking about it (and I'm not even PMSing :|). Everyone knows how obsessed I am with Spring Awakening and have been for so long and... I got to see PART of it in Chicago (and then there's the added weight and embarrassment of the fact that my family is unable to be on time for anything, which is another stress factor in my life)... And it was still so wonderful, even missing like half the first act. But it's coming right by me, and I have this opportunity to not only see it again with my best friend AND my family, the whole thing, but also to sit on stage... I want to do this. I want to let myself be excited about it and happy about it and at least, for a little while, just... be that. Be happy. And not guilt-stricken.

It's going to be wonderful. I want something to be wonderful and not have it blow up in my face and not be afraid to expect it will be wonderful. I'm sure I'm being overdramatic and just venting in response to being stressed lately, but sometimes, sometimes, I just want everything to go like I want it to go, because I feel like I get screwed over too much on a day to day basis and emotionally it's a non-stop struggle to deal with... life.

Today I did get a chance to sit by the pond at school and watch the ducks splashing around. I like the pond and I like sitting outside when I have time. It's just... nice. I can just watch duckies and how cute they are and how they duck their heads under the water with their little feathery behinds in the air and life seems funnier and not such serious business.

On a related note, I might feel better if I sell off the dolls I have so far. I have Ilse, Martha, and Anna. They're about... 5 inches high I estimate without a ruler. Would anyone be interested? I could probably sew more but I don't want to commit myself as, like I said, I've been completely unproductive lately... unless someone offered me a decent sum of money to make them one.
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I cleaned lots of things today. It was not very fun.

I got up at like 1 today guys. That is impressive. Now I'm passing time by sewing -- THE LAST DOLL I NEED DONE FOR [livejournal.com profile] msmoocow'S APPROACHING BIRTHDAY @_@

3 hours until [livejournal.com profile] prosopopeya lands.
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So I haven't given a real life update here in a while.

First um, [livejournal.com profile] prosopopeya is flying out here in August. No, really. I still don't think I'll really appreciate it until she's here. I remember when [livejournal.com profile] harbek came my first reaction to seeing her was just like I can't believe you're real.

We're going to be seeing Spring Awakening in Chicago (on stage -- though right now that's proving a little scary because it appears the on stage seats haven't been put up for sale yet (either that or they're sold out somehow already) and so we don't know when we'll be able to buy them -- anyone know how these things usually go?) and Phantom in Milwaukee, toooo. And then in October I get to see SA AGAIN in Milwaukee (hopefully MORE THAN ONCE).

I FINALLY GOT MY E-MAIL WORKING PROPERLY AGAIN TODAY. I was without e-mail for a long while and it hurts. One last frustration: So I canceled my web hosting on June 30th. It's still "pending cancel" and I keep getting bugged about this invoice due on the 1st, except the reason why I canceled on the 30th is I'm almost certain that that invoice is for the next three months which obviously I don't want. Because how on earth would I somehow end up paying for hosting time at the end of the period when I've used it. IDK. But I guess I better go send a support ticket and complain. I HATE THAT.

OH I got accepted into college FINALLY. Not that there was any chance of me not getting accepted but, there was lots of confusion and I sent in my application back in MAY even and I still haven't gotten a letter about financial aid which apparently I'm supposed to have gotten and I got a letter that makes it sound like they didn't get my FAFSA though I had gotten another letter that implied they got the FAFSA but no application and now I don't even know. But I have orientation on the 13th so hopefully I can get help with that then or something I don't know.

I hate all the things in my life that are supposed to be simple but have gotten complicated. Web hosting. College. On-stage tickets. Yeah. But there's some good coming so I'm trying not to get too aggravated.

BTW I've been doing some sewing again:

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As you may know I've wanted a squid hat really bad for a long while now. I almost got it as a graduation present but it's like almost $60 which is ridiculously too expensive for something like that. They have smaller ones, but it wouldn't be the same.

And, well, I love me some sewing projects now and again as you've seen, and it's the beginning of summer, and this summer I DID want to do more sewing... and then on Etsy I found a pattern for a squid. Other than the different eyes it looks, you know, like a squid and not unlike the squid hat. And I probably wouldn't be wearing the squid hat around as a hat, you know, but rather using it as a pillow, so. The little squid is about 10 inches tall while the large squid hats are about 30 inches tall.

So, could I not just multiply all the measurements by 3 and have a squid that is around the size of the squid hats? Do you think this project would be feasible for someone who is a bit of a beginner at sewing things and would be sewing it by hand? (YES I KNOW I HAVE PROBLEMS WITH MY RIGHT HAND LATELY AND THIS WOULD BE AGGRAVATING THEM BUT I CAN'T STOP LIVING MY LIFE PEOPLE. I'LL WEAR GLOVES. AND IF I WEREN'T SEWING I'D JUST BE ON THE COMPUTER ANYWAY.) Because I can't work a sewing machine to save my life at this point.

I also figure that even if I fail at it the cost for supplies plus the $5 pattern would not leave me with much of a loss.
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Because I haven't actually written about the going-ons in my life in some time.

1) I'm in the process of hand-sewing little dollies of Spring Awakening characters for [livejournal.com profile] msmoocow. So far I've finished Ilse, Anna, Thea, and Georg. I hope to finish all of them by the weekend after next :)

2) Rehearsals for the musical started! Yesterday was the read-through and today was the first vocal rehearsal, and I was a little nervous but I enjoyed it. Mr. Stacy wasn't sure where to put me and I said I knew I couldn't sing first soprano but I could probably do second soprano or alto, and he asked me to do second soprano. Which is, um, new for me, but so far aside from an F in the finale that I was a little iffy on today I'm a little surprised to find I feel pretty comfortable singing soprano. Craziness. As for singing in general... I've worked my ass off to get into this musical, but I still feel a little intimidated. All the girls around me were younger than me but had gorgeous voices and didn't have much trouble finding pitches while I felt, like I said on the facebooks, a little like Susan in [tos]: "Aw, this is what I'm talking about! I'm not going to be able to hear my fucking part!" There were a few times when chords were bad and I knew it was my fault :x I'm pretty confident I'll get my act together, though, since it is the first day, and things could've been much worse.

3) I joined a panfandom RPG and so far I'm still loving it and looking forward to people responding when I post. So far a whole one person there knows who the hell my character is but I think that's part of the fun (AND LACK OF PRESSURE). Everyone there is super nice and it's pretty small and I like the concept (inspired by a more literal take on the lyrics to Hotel California --"You can checkout any time you like, but you can never leave"). SO I'M HAPPY.

4) Since [livejournal.com profile] prosopopeya went to Spain there haven't really been any chats. I called that :(

I THINK THAT'S ALL OF IMPORTANCE.

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