You remove every bit of the blue from your mind

UGH I feel like I've accomplished so little this weekend. Like, I've worked a little on a lot of things -- sewing, the play audio, writing, RPing, making an LJ layout, uploading GTC videos -- but I haven't completed anything significant in any of these categories and so I feel like I did nothing. I had trouble focusing all weekend -- I couldn't get myself to sit down and do any one things. That's sort of how my life in general feels right now, I think -- I'm spread out all over, over things, over people, but none is really bringing me any satisfaction. And even though this bothers me, I continue to seek out new things to occupy myself with and add on to that list of projects instead of trying to finish anything I've already started. And now, see, the weekend is over and I have to trudge through the week to get another one of these.

In other news, I just love how apparently dinner was hours ago but no one came and told me. Because I'm supposed to be able to hear Dad say that dinner's done while I'm in the other room with headphones on and no one either notice or cared that I didn't eat. Even though they even drove a plate of food over to Grandma's house. And so I got the last of the pork that was left out on the counter with no side dishes because everyone else had eaten everything else. Bertha says it's my fault that I'm not more attentive.

Plus it's freezing in here. I think I'll go... take a shower and do my homework or something. I don't know.

Meh, I'm probably PMSing or something. Sigh.