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It's a lot easier to sit down and get sewing done when you're supposed to be doing something else. But now I lost my needle somewhere on my desk and am forced to either a) clean my desk because I'm supposed to be cleaning my desk or b) clean my desk to find the needle so I can do what I was doing to avoid cleaning my desk. So I'm cleaning my desk.

Oh hey there's my needle.

So I've been feeling a little shitty today, admittedly. All headachey and neck achey and stomach icky and sleepy. But that is hopefully related to how much activity I had in my otherwise uneventful life today without much sleep or food. This included getting my hair cut and now it's short and cute and pics will be coming to prove this happened. I also celebrated my grandma's 85th birthday and we did have ice cream cake which makes me happy.

Some things I'm cleaning on my desk include: two stuffed spiders, a tape measure, two different translations of Frank Wedekind's Spring's Awakening, an ash tray full of pins, mittens, an article about the local production of Rent which I just noticed says the theater is performing the "1993 hit", an advertisement for Phantom as though continuing to taunt me over whether or not I should ask to go or not (I'm increasingly thinking I should, I mean... if we do student rush it shouldn't be that expensive and PotO is practically in my town for like a whole month and I'm not going to see it?), oh snap a $10 Marcus Theatres gift card I forgot I had -- [livejournal.com profile] prosopopeya (I wanted to do @prosopopeya like this is Twitter, I said I was out of it today :/) this is a very convincing argument for seeing Riff Trax Live and I still have to ask about THAT too, David Archuleta's CD, a necklace made of 100 colored beads where each color corresponds to a digit and the pattern of colors creates the first 100 digits of pi, a popped Happy Birthday balloon, and a mini Rubik's cube.

For those who missed the memo, the desk cleaning (which is only one part of the cleaning I will inevitably have to do when I get up tomorrow -- I almost said morning lol yeah right like I get up in the morning) is because [livejournal.com profile] prosopopeya will think I'm an awful person if my desk is messy or SO I AM BEING GUILTED INTO BELIEVING.

Because yeah, I guess I'm meeting her tomorrow or something idk idk

I'm listening to the radio and I just heard the intro to the morning show (that's about when I realize man my sleep schedule is a mess) and they said it's a high of 83 today and pleasant. So that's nice.

I just realized I said "tomorrow" because it's not today until after I've slept, guys.

Lately there's just been this huge build up of excitement over this and I've been like, willing it to be today and know there's only one day left for days and days and says, but today it wasn't so high, probably because I was feeling so icky. It's unfortunate to miss out on that feeling a little bit but nice that it was because I was so occupied that today went by so quickly.

But tomorrow will be an experience. Undoubtedly. I almost feel like I should ADIML it or something, like it's something I'll want to look back on and remember, but do I really want to remember cleaning the bathroom? No, I don't think I do. Perhaps that's something to consider for Sunday. It'll probably really hit me in the face when I get to the airport, and though I've met online friends before, I don't think I can really imagine what it'll be like when I'm there. Maybe I'll be a dork and start to tear up. Or maybe I'll have to suppress the urge to vomit at her ugly face. Who knows ://// The universal reaction is always I can't believe you're real though.

This has the potential to be one of the best summers I've experienced. That is a weighty expectation, frightening because it has so much potential for disappointment, but exciting because... it has so much potential to be so wonderful. Another short period in my life where who I am "on the internet" meets who I am "in real life" and these are moments that always mean so much to me.

Well, Dad's getting up for work now and the desk is clean, so I better go do that thing that makes it tomorrow. See you on the other side.

It's gonna be totally awesome.

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